Seems like everywhere i go, the more I see the less I know

people WILL believe, whatever they WANT to believe.

fantasy: live happily ever after :)

reality: just gone like a wind.

fantasy: 500 ringgit increment :)

reality: nahhhh, not gonna happen.

fantasy: sitting by beach, sipping pina colada.

reality: metropolitan city with all the sky scrapper.

fantasy: Que will be sitting next to me all the time

reality: she's going away, soon. very soon.

Good Food Great People

Location: Empire Mall, Subang

People: Dude's AMD

Big thanks to: Michele :)

Monday and the blues.

no, i don't have the monday blues. hahaa. im feeling great today, except for some minor stomach-ache i got every month. so yea, its not fun. :) but, deal or die with it right? hehehe.

im going to Bangkok this weekend. with 4 others. gonna stay somewhere along the Silom Road. i don't know what to expect in Bangkok, i hope its not the same as Jakarta. :) later~

Rules are meant to be broken

Everybody have their own rules, starting from when they wake up, while taking shower, putting some clothes, how they live their lives for a day, what they eat, what they wear, who they met, before go to sleep.

It’s the same thing with rules in relationship. Some people prefer it to be down to earth, some people wants to announce it to the whole world, some people don’t get jealous, some people easily get jealous, some people wants their privacy, some people don’t care about privacy.

And I sometimes forget about all those rules, for I’m not in a real relationship that requires all those kind of rules (correct me if i'm wrong, but it is what i had in mind). So forgive me if I crossed the line along the way. It will get better, if we know the future, wouldn’t it? It is just my wild thoughts, nothing serious. The normal, everyday thoughts I had.

Taj Mahal was not built in a day

Perhentian Island, Terengganu

Or any other big enormous famous architectures/buildings. I was thinking about myself, about what I want to do in life, in a way that I know it’s impossible to do, hence the topic. It’s possible, and it’s going to take some time, long time maybe. I am in a state where I see everything around me is so wrong. Except for one thing of course, but sometimes, that one thing decides to add up and roll together with all the initial problems. Haha. Boo-hoo.

Growing up and being an adult is not as easy as I thought. It’s very challenging and very nerves racking. I’m not sure if this is a good thing with me taking responsibility so early. But I believe everything is written up there and I, as a servant have to put up with every challenge that is given to me. Insyaallah.

graduation, vitamin C

Long Beach, Malaysia

what's up with the topic huh? hahahaha. i miss perhentian actually. ths year, im not sure when i will move my ass up to perhentian. its all about the cuti. i did plan for perhentian to be somewhere in April2011, but sadly, i have last minute plan to Bangkok on March so, i have to drag perhentian somewhere around June. but i dont know, maybe its not happening on June either because of other plan on May and July. blerghhh! i should slow down a little.

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Victory Loves Preparation.

1) stressed out because i couldn't crack what's inside your mind. i don't what are you thinking, what is not right with me, what is what, one minute you are all good, another second, you are all over the place. help me here please.

2) quote from jason statham, the mechanic. Victory Loves Preparation. nuff said.

3) how to get from where you are to where you want to be. tough question for me. first steps that im going to take, should be this weekend i think. i'll update on that if its a success.

4) when you are in a relationship, you are not thinking about you only. you have to think about the partners as well. put yourself in their shoes, think they way they think. analyse why they act that way. dont be selfish.