At 0000 in a train to woodlands

My travelmate/friend mp3's played Waka Waka by Shakira. And it brought me back to last year's World Cup. Good times.

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Catching up

this is what happened when you didn't talk/chat/update with people for a long time.

i did my internship back in 2008, almost 4 years ago.

Shopping is always a therapy,

Even if you just order it from someone else, and that person apparently have a good taste in handbag. WIN!

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and the games you played, you'd always win.

Would i be out of line,

if i were to say, i miss you?

Sometimes when i miss you, i put those records on

It's annoying/amazing how one song can change your mood, thoughts and emotions.

all is well, at last. Faith.

all my bags are packed, i'm ready to go.

have a safe flight!

111113 111114 111115 111116

Should I give up, or should I just keep chasing pavements? Even if it leads nowhere.

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Random Monday

Bangkok March 2011

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Random pick, random time, its all random

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Tragedi oktober

It happened after the tragedy in the parking lot, where the car moves unattended, it almost hit the wall, and i took the escalator up to the food Hall, and I saw our spot, the place where we waited for an hour during ramadhan last year, and it almost brought me to tears. And I decided, took another escalator's up, move on to my destination.

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the world is too small, i bet you.

yes. it is a small world, and i made a mistake.

what do you think, or what's on your mind right at this moment, just know that, i'm sorry.

i'm nowhere near perfect.

the key is: forgive, smile and let go.

life goes on, just woke up, and live life.

butterfly, again

Island Queen

is the name of the boat in this clip.

Winter Sonata

14th September 2011.

until

19th September 2011

5days trip.

due to unforeseen circumstances.

commitment issues.

cliche.

but true.

kita merancang tuhan menentukan :)

maybe someday.

sampaila kita semua ke Korea tu.

tapi tidak tahu bila.

hehehehe.

mungkin ke Jepun,

atau Euro Trip,

atau Greece,

atau Bora2,

atau Maldives,

i just love travelling.

don't know why.

the excitement, and those who travels together, plays a big part of the journey itself.

i thank you for the memory.

and all the good times we had.

Because good music can be so hard to find

its funny and weird how a song could relate to your current situation. At this very moment, there are few songs that keep on repeating in my playlist. The kind of songs that will take you straight to the moment you don't want to remember, no matter how sweet or how bitter it was.

A few songs that i have in mind.

Misz Nina ft Colby O - What You Waiting For :)

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now

Chicago - Hard to Say I'm Sorry

Adele - Rolling in the Deep

Adele - Someone Like You

One more song, will always be my favorite. by Paul Young. I say thank you for the good song you have.

Hush Hush

Just a place to call your own

You Lose Some, You Gain Some

its all about choices, and your willingness to accept it with open hands.

time will heal everything, but when is the right time? we don't know :)

it's easier said than done, they said.

Like a lady. Someday.

Susan: (Keeps crying) I can't help it. My hormones are in overdrive. Didn't you get that way?

Bree: No, never.

Susan: Really? Not even when you heard an acoustic guitar?

Bree: No, never!

Susan: Oh, I just can't control myself like that.

Bree: Oh, sure you can. Whenever I feel my emotions getting the best of me, I simply picture an empty box and I take whatever I'm feeling and put that in the box. And then, I picture myself putting the box away in a big, empty closet and closing the door. Then, if I have time, I go back and open the box and deal with the emotion, in private, like a lady.

(Desperate Housewives, Season 4)

Aidilfitri 2011

Hijrah; mungkin dalam masa terdekat :) we never know.

Ikan Singgang

My 2nd cousin posted this on his facebook. suddenly i feel like having this ikan singgang with nasi putih and budu for Berbuka. the best meal, i kid you not. heheehehehehe.

That 70's Show

I wish nothing but the best, for you too.

Sometimes it lasts in love

But sometimes it hurts instead

Reserve some space for dear self.

afraid.

tired.

worried.

i'm afraid of my own strength. is it enough?

i'm tired with all this uncertainty, but that's what life is all about. Journey of uncertainty. We Never Know.

i'm worried. not sure what i'm worried about.

Koolfever and panadol saved me

when i was having sudden high fever in the middle of the night.

the balance from last year's fever.koolfever i mean.. i think it was yours. thanks.

Well there ain't no luck in these loaded dice

We can pack up our old dreams and old lives,.

                                                          Always; Bon Jovi

in a state where everything is soooo thin, it will break anytime

and trust me, you dont wanna be in this position. because, it's no fun.

hahahahaa but,

whatever doesn't kill you, only make you stronger.

comprendre?

Food and food and more foods!

once a year.

- the recently incident happens once a year. two consecutive years to be exact.

- raise.

- and most importantly, Ramadhan. Ahlan wa Sahlan. lets make the most out of it.

Kata orang,

rindu itu indah.

(ada apa dengan cinta, 2002)

“Twirl around Piglet,
Step lightly Pooh,
This silly ol' dance is perfect for two.”

P.S I Love you

i wish, to be here. Again.

Keeping myself sane

Monday: Madam Kwans with few Petronas people.

Tuesday: Nasi Kukus kota kemuning, took a bite.

Wednesday: Fresh Orange (supposed to fast, but i ended up with half bottle of twister)

Thursday: Nasi ayam with family.

Friday: Puasa. iftar with Manhattan Fish Market. Alhamdulillah kenyang. Murah rezeki.

well, its not an easy journey throughout the whole week, i can say. but when the going gets tough, the tough get going. easy to say, but not easy to do.

Saturday: might be going for Ansara Futsal Competition at Subang, yet to decide.

and gonna have dinner with family at Sunway, the usual place, Tony Romas.

Why do we clutch at this baggage, even when we're desperate to move on?

because we all know there's a chance we might let go too soon.

Mary Alice, Desperate Housewives Season 3

yada yada yada

someone quote this from Kevin Eikenberry,

"This is how hope works: it looks for the good in people and situations, rather than finding the worst; it discovers what can be done instead of throwing up its hands at what can't; it considers problems large and small, as opportunities to move forward when it would be easier to quit; it makes us human, helping us find the very best in ourselves for those around us and the situations we face. "

Rolling in the deep

i fell in love with this, the minute i heard the first single.

and i never want to break up with her. i mean her song :)

it will always be there, in my playlist.

they keep me thinking that we almost had it all.

i will go down with this ship.

and i wont put my hands up, and surrender.

Growing up

- the more salary you get, the more you spend.
- there's a big burden and responsibility you carry on your shoulders.
- think wisely, act responsibly, spend carefully,
- and remember, you can't always get what you want.

i want to be strong, just like you.

but the truth is, i can't.
well, i guess time will heal everything.
just pray. i'll pray. will you pray for me, too?

just like old times.

Sometimes love comes around, and it knock you down,

-just get back up, when it knock you down.

(Keri Hilson, 2009)

all i want to say is,

we can't always have what we want.

cheers!

are you REALLY proud of that? c'mon!!!!

i can take it if someone burp around me once or twice because maybe they can't control it after some meals. butttt, when a person keep on burping for like every 5 minutes, itu pencemaran bunyi derr! haih.

Emotional

women, we can blame it on the hormones.

but what about men? emotional? they blame it on the women.

2 days, and few more days to go.

hihihi. alhamdulillah. berjaya untuk dua hari! :D

a few plans for the weekend, tak sabar :)

-belated bday dinner <3

-little cousin's bday party at Nilai Spring. bbq maybe.

-fly to kelantan on Sunday (not sure to go or not) depends on the mood.

Puasa Ganti

ini kisah orang yang tersangat malas nk ganti puasa.

tunggu nk dkat ramadhan baru terhegeh2.

dulu2 time skolah umi slalu sedekah beras kat orang2 yg memerlukan, hehehe.

sekarang ni kena tanggung sendiri. jadi, lets fasting for a week yaw.

harap2 tiada syaitan2 yang mengganggu niat baik beta ini.

Day 1, and few more days to go :P

Its never enough

no matter what i do, its never enough.

if you want perfection, go find barbie, the plastic girl.

look at yourself first, before you start pointing fingers and talk nonsense about others.

the day i traveled half across the globe.

is it even half? seriously, i dont know. hahahahaha. but one thing im sure of, I miss you. tehehehe

From Austin - Bergstrom Airport to LA = 3hours

Transit at LAX = 3hours

LAX to Hongkong = 15hours approx.

Transit at Hongkong = another 3 hours (they provide free Wifi so here i am updating my blog)

Hongkong to KLIA!!! = 3hours weeeeeehuuuuuu! will arrive KLIA approx. at 1230noon. hehehe cant wait to see all of you. Loveeeee!

I'm not sure if i'm able to stay out of Msia more than 2 weeks

its not even 2 weeks yet, but it feels like 2 years already. hahaahaha. bajets!

Austin is really a good place to live, but without preparing the canned foods and everything, i can't live here more than a week. i'm the type of person that loves nasi lemak too much, and if i really need to stay here for a long period of time, i will bring along all the things that is possible to make a nasi lemak, ayam masak merah, sardin and all. hahahaha. 2 more days! and i cant wait.

I overreact when i lose things.

p/s: going back to kelantan on 26th. might be going for perhentian for a day. just to clear my mind off. its just a plan. or maybe just chillax kat kampung. we'll see.

One fine morning

Woke up early as I ddnt pack up my luggage yet. Get ready, called my mum and checked out from Marriot.

Took limo taxi to toronto airport, and our flights was delayed due to bad weather.

Gonna make a stop at chicago and took a connecting flights to Austin.

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Day 3

- i had scrambled eggs for bfast 3 days in a row.

- the fact that when i get out of my room, and i can't see my housemates in the next room, is boring.

- luckily, the weather is goooood! not too cold. just a lil' breeze. thats enough! ( i would be good if there's a snow for only a day :P)

- they have kitchen in my suite but i didn't bring any sardin or anything to cook. even maggi! tsk!

- we conquered downtown Toronto in half day :) thanks to our mighty legs.

- planning to go Niagara Falls on Thursday. yet to confirm. maybe tomorrow.

- you are not close-by. :(

- my family is on their way back to Kelantan now.

- news after news after news. bring it on!

- really looking forward for that one news. hihihihii. can't wait to see that.

Day 1

- Flight to Hongkong at 910. change flight last minute from Cathay Pacific to Malaysia Airlines.

- had a really great time in the flight for 4 hours. arrive in Hongkong at 1pm, Saturday.

- waiting for Viji as she took Cathay Pacific and the flight arrives 20minutes later.

- flight to Toronto at 430. 15 hours flight @_@. sakit badan guwe.

- touched down at Toronto International Airport on 20.30 local time, Saturday (830 am Msia Time, Sunday)

- took a cab to Marriot Residence Inn. they charged us 70 CAD dollar = 230RM. damn it!

- rest. ZZzZzZZzZ.

Note to self #1

Lowering others makes you no higher than you were before.

but.... you can wear heels to make you look taller and higher that you actually are. toodles!

its all about Liam, and a little bit of Teddy

90210 series marathon.

thats how i spent my weekend!