2012 - stop chasing, start wishing, keep it the way it supposed to be

back in Jan 2011, my new year resolution is to be all brand new. all i can say is that,

1. i got a new handbag (yeay)
2. new goal (i forgot what the goal was) but i did achieve one goal this year - one more certificate secured!
3. i traveled half way across the globe (US and Canada)

but the downside is that, i lose few things along the way.

1. July was not good to me at all. at all. I lose you.
2. i can't think of anything else that i lose, maybe because losing you was so hard, that other things seems to be less of a burden.

it is suffice to say that we are gambling our way through the future. we never know the definite outcome, (unless you do some kind of card reading), what will happen, where are you going to be next minute, when will you cry, what will make you happy, all of that, makes life interesting and terrifying at the same time.